Here I am at a distance of 9 hours to write the 9th update!
I hope you like it ^ ^
Tim and I were engaged and expecting a baby.
What could you ask for?
A beautiful wedding!
Yes, Tim was so euphoric and enticed by the idea of becoming a father who asked me if I agreed to marry me right away. He did not want to have problems with various social workers or foreign laws, and then thought it would be better to get married before the arrival of the little or small.
He also said that at least they are still too early I would not have tired even if the ceremony was very small, intimate, and above all quick.
could not afford a honeymoon, but it was one of the promises that we decided to keep for the future, once the baby was bigger and we had had a little more money we would leave for at least 10 days in some nice romantic and relaxing destination.
As he had promised the ceremony was very intimate. We had no friends or parents to invite, who knows where my parents were, his mind was dead, so it was inevitable celebrate very quietly and without much pomp and frills. And I prefer it this way.
When the promise of feelings and emotions I felt indescribable.
Finally I was calm and in front of me I had a wonderful life to live next to the best man in the world.
We exchanged the rings and then Tim kissed me passionately.
In his eyes shone a light of joy that I had never seen in anyone's eyes. We
so happy.
After the wedding we cuddled all night. We could not do much else, also because it starts to have great pain when the baby kicked and I often turned his head so much that I had to lie down for at least an hour. I decided that it was better to go for a visit to make sure that all was well.
Concerned about the strange pain that assailed me more and more, the doctor kindly gave me an appointment for the next day itself. I introduced myself, nervous and anxious that something might go wrong and the secretary made me sit in waiting room. They spent about twenty minutes before I was received by the doctor as soon as I entered his study and made me undress and gave me an ultrasound.
the fetus was still small, but you could see the little arms and legs. It was so exciting. I saw a small creature in that moment he was inside me. But there was a gray spot near the skull and the doctor said it would be better to make sure of the origin of that stain.
I laid her down on a bed and began to undergo various examinations and tests. I take a sample of blood and not even know how he takes to the fetus. I was stunned by a gas that was making me breathe. He said that I was too nervous and I would have done if I had too many questions was conscious, and so that gave me gas, to calm down.
After a couple of hours me and made me raise riaccomodare in the waiting room. The results were immediate, just enough time to analyze blood samples and do other tests.
waited another half hour and the effect of the gas was now gone. I was nervous and worried.
Cos'avrei do if my baby had a problem?
And what would Tim?
I called in a serious tone and dark expression.
I took a few routine questions, what usually eat, how much rested, how many hours I stood and answered all questions without any problems. But then his expression became more gloomy.
- "Is there something wrong?" I asked alarmed
- "No nothing. The baby is healthy and well. Ma. Mrs. Brown (NDA after the marriage has become Brown!) have an important question to ask you to be complied with sincerity, but sincerity is not much in this case, "he said seriously
-" Yes, tell me "I said less worried now that I knew that little was well
-" You first Mr. Brown had other relationships? " I asked Dr A chill that seemed endless
I ran down my spine.
- "Well .. No, not really," I said
- "Are you sure? Why here .. Here is the father of the fetus is a LandGraab Malcolm IV" she said without realizing what they had just made her lips
I felt my knees give way and for a moment had actually fallen. I sat on the couch and tried to take a breath. A tear ran down my cheeks without me that I could not even control it.
- "Are you okay?" asked the doctor concerned
- "No, not at all" I said that now I could no longer control her sobs.
- "I can not believe, please tell me it's not true!" I begged the doctor desperate
- "Unfortunately, my hands are tied lady, Did I have to say professionally, I understand?" said Dr. powerless.
did not ask any other explanation, she understood what I was hurt and asked the secretary to call a taxi to take me to the road to take.
I had stopped crying one second. I could not believe I did not want.
We were so happy and I Tim. Tim. What would I say?
I could not hide such an important thing, but I had a terrible fear of his reaction.
Just then I heard the front door open.
- "Honey I'm home!"
His voice was so sweet. It was the good man I had ever known and deserved everything, but not this. Of course, my sobs that did not raise his voice when he came to my ears and ran from him alarmed me.
- "What the Treasury happened? Is there anything wrong? Got the baby? It is not right? "Filled me with questions and I could not even stop it.
I looked into his eyes, in those soft eyes filled me with attention.
I could not tell him.
I could not.
I would have broken my heart and soul.
I put my face in his hands and continued to cry nonstop.
Tim hugged me and made me more questions.
He sat me on the couch and brought me a glass of 'I sent water down almost in a gulp.
- "Tim .." he said in a choked voice
- "Tell me baby .." he looked worried.
- "The baby .. "I could not. I could not.
-" What did? It is not right? "He asked in alarm.
-" Don't. The child .. It is not yours! "I cried all at once and even burst into tears.
I felt his hand around me.
was not angry, though I knew he had just received a stab to the heart.
He went and I squeezed.
I felt his heart beat faster, and then I heard that he had started to cry.
He understood everything, without explanation.
was the biggest disappointment that I could give him or could receive, but he accepted everything.
- "We are strong." he said breaking the silence that had been created around us.
Even then it seemed as if time had stopped, but this time seemed to die of grief, not joy.
We talked a lot when I was able to calm me and together we decided that we would not have said anything to anyone, even if it was wrong. We did not want to know that dirty bastard child and so we kept him and he would look as if it were his own.
was an angel.
The months passed quickly and the baby to grow by making me seem more of a whale. Things were back to normal between me and Tim. Actually they were never changed, I was more than anything that I felt guilty, but he reassured me as usual and made me calm. The harmony of all time had come to reign in the house.
ate and slept a lot. There were more than the hours I spend gulping down pounds and pounds of food, the ones that go to relax by reading a book or watching television. I was sure that at least five pounds after pregnancy I would never be able to lose it and the thing I disliked a lot.
Tim, with his usual act as guardian angel, went with me all his free time and ate too much, try not to make me feel a devilishly hungry whale.
Most of his meals in cosist then became mush cereal mixed with milk and were thrown without ever being tasted.
The truth was that most of the time he pretended to eat but the food did not touch him either.
It was after one of our "snacks" that, standing in the middle of the kitchen, I broke the water.
The pain I felt made me scream like a damn, and Tim began to fear that prevented him from making any movement. It was in a panic and the only thing he could do was try to make big breaths to calm down and then be able to do something.
But it was too late, I was about to give birth, and the only thing to do was call the doctor and have it running here. And so happened.
The doctor rushed to our home in a hurry and I'm lying on the floor and resting on a towel to 5 or 6 pillows.
Tim I held her hand and almost fainted.
After about 5 hours in total agony, the baby finally was born. It was a wonderful boy.
Benjamin.
Benjamin Brown.
Tim was really sweet and patient man in the world.
He took care of little Ben just like he said, as if it were indeed his son.
play with him, cuddled him, made him bathe and put him to sleep every single time he could. And Ben
adored him. Often when Tim was at work he was crying and stopped only when he saw his "father". Stretched out their hands toward him and fell asleep in his arms after a very short time.
It was great to see everything.
And Tim seemed really happy, despite that big disappointment.
I began to worry when one day he returned from work with his new look that had kept so much to do, gave me the news that he had been demoted at work.
Apparently the boss was not happy with his performance and so had decided it would be better to put it back where it was, not to dismiss altogether.
Tim was really disappointed, he had worked so hard for that promotion that seemed incredible time you get a demotion.
was here that the problems began.
* END * EPISODE 9 °
Yeah, unfortunately, is exactly what happened! = (
But do not despair! For a while things will be quiet!
^ ^ Sorry for the length!
A prestoooo!
"What'll be going to Tim?
-Shirley manages to stay calm and grow Benjamin in a peaceful environment?
-Shirley and Tim have really found the harmony?
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