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I still could not comprehend what had happened on that awful day.
Malcolm had reappeared in my life to take my baby.
I knew too well that in that damn yellow envelope there were documents to confirm the award, but my heart was broken and I would never be able to open that envelope and read its contents. I just had to keep hoping in the end of the nightmare.
Then, as if that horrible "return" was not enough, it was rebuilt alive Belinda also that the former Tim. After eight long years had come back and Tim had also tried to defend it.
We were still in the middle of the debate when the same pain in the belly of the first round in shape is more time. I brought a hand to the belly and began to respire with difficulty. Then I did not see anything.
seemed that the room had started to turn around to me and cries of concern to Tim seemed only distant rumbles.
fell to the floor still holding her belly and I realized that I was completely wet.
waters had broken.
All that nervousness had come into the world the small, but it was still too early.
Tim helped me to get up and clenching his fists began to scream like crazy. The pain I felt at that time was absurd.
I do not remember anything.
I found myself after I do not know how long the arms of Tim, lying on the floor with a little baby in her arms.
a girl.
Rebecca.
Tim had already had washed and washed me too, but do not even remember anything about that. I watched a little. It was the same as Tim. The same eyes and the same features.
It was adorable and fortunately he was fine.
At that time all worries seemed to have disappeared into thin air.
Malcolm, Belinda .. Disappeared from our thoughts.
We were well-matched pair ever.
But of course did not last long.
Hate speech live to get back very soon, too soon.
One evening we were discussing in the room. Did not even know what.
Tim pulled out again Belinda and the subject reminded me once again how I had treated that night for no reason.
I could not stand more than them.
And I'd had enough of his lies.
I had always reassured that no longer existed for him, but now she returned he was more confused and that did nothing but talk about you at any occasion and did nothing but defend it as best he could.
not ever listened to what I had to say and gave me paranoid because I said that did not recognize him anymore. But it was. It was not the Tim that I was in love.
was not the Tim that he would do anything to keep our relationship balance.
And to me that Tim did not like. Perhaps
taken by the anger and yelled dall'impulsività leave.
to go to her as if she was in the heart.
was speechless when he realized I was not joking and that I was actually asked to leave.
I told him that for now it would be better for both.
mind had to do some local clean the drawer of memories. We could not go on continuing to fight for a yes or a no.
He looked petrified and burst into tears.
That was the Tim I knew, but it was too late.
My decision I had taken.
I knew that soon I would have regretted it, but for now I felt that the distance was the right thing for both, especially for him, to understand what he really is.
I begged her to reconsider, but I did not want to know.
For once I was able to forward me to someone and did not want to meet me fall.
I had to be strong, despite the tears that I felt in my heart and not just in the eye I was on my decision.
So desperate Tim ran in the rain, in the dark of night.
I did not know where he was and probably will not even know him.
Mona spent more time crying than playing or being hungry.
She missed her daddy so much.
And there was a lot to me.
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